This writing has several functions…. It allows me to clarify my experiences as they are here/now. It allows me to put it down in electrons, so I can let go of it and open up for something else. It makes it painfully clear how unclear any insight/realization is, again allowing me to drop whatever insight I think I have. It is so obviously obscured – so short of the clear nature of existence. It allows me to empty the cup and fill it up with something else.