If I am familiar with functioning with an exclusive and limited identity, it may feel a little weird to shift into a Big Mind view – seeing myself as the ground in which all phenomena appear, and the phenomena themselves.
For a while, I need to “fake it until I make it”, until I become more familiar and comfortable with it. And at some point, I may realize that this is who I really am. I am this ground in which all phenomena appear, and I am all the phenomena themselves as they arise in the present.
What initially seemed fake and maybe even just an interesting party game, is now revealed as who I am – always.