There is a clear sense now that there is something in this fatigue (strong for the last month or so) that wants to be seen. As long as I hold it at a distance – or even if I am just neutral towards it, it is not brought into awareness. And whatever it is, it can only serve to deepen my humanity – to see another layer of my human self, and open up for recognition and compassion for others (for all of us). I have scheduled a Process Work session next week, so we’ll see what comes out of that.
Of course, I need to surrender not only to the fatigue but also the hope of it ever going away. That may be the only release here. And then it may or may not go away, and that is OK.