Construction zone

 

As I lie in bed and check in with what’s going on, an image of a vast construction zone comes up. Work, demolition, rebuilding at all levels – from larger structures to the microscopic, and in all directions. I am reminded of the earthy slightly industrial feel of the underground city of Zion in the Matrix. The level of business is at a quite reduced level.

Doubt, concern and fear of not being able to function comes up, and also a deep trust in the process, a quiet trust in what seems to be wisdom and no-nonsense love behind it.

An image comes up showing that this is in preparation for a shift, a drop into the blackness, the feminine aspect of God. I don’t know, don’t need to know, and it is probably best to stay in not knowing around this.

What I do know is that this fits my experience in general. A lot of processing seems to happen, and I am functioning at a reduced level right now – which is OK, circumstances allows for it.

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  • images of what’s happening
    • vast construction area
    • vast in all directions, almost industrial, infinite in all directions
    • work happening everywhere, at all places, and in very fine detail, infinitely fine detail
    • i am not able to see how it is all going to be put together again, it is not anything i am familiar with, have no idea where it is going
    • still, deep trust in the process, the infinite wisdom and no-nonsense love behind it
    • and, of course, doubt, some fear
    • but it’s happening, just have to go along for the ride
    • sense that is preparing for a shift, going deep down – infinite blackness, smooth velvety blackness
    • still a ways to go, but have no idea for how long

– vast construction site, work in progress
– work going on at all levels, large structures and infinitely small and everywhere in between
– some demolishing, some building
– mix of lighter, darker areas
– vast construction zone, reduced level of business

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As I lie in bed and check in with what’s going on, an image of a vast construction zone comes up. Work, demolition, rebuilding at all levels – from larger structures to the microscopic, and in all directions. I am reminded of the earthy slightly industrial feel of the underground city of Zion in the Matrix. The level of business is at a quite reduced level.

Doubt, concern and fear of not being able to function comes up, and also a deep trust in the process, a quiet trust in what seems to be wisdom and no-nonsense love behind it.

An image comes up showing that this is in preparation for a shift, a drop into the blackness, the feminine aspect of God. I don’t know, don’t need to know, and it is probably best to stay in not knowing around this.

What I do know is that this fits my experience in general. There does seem that a lot of processing is happening, and my system is only partially open for business. After four or five years of sleep problems, where I can be exhausted but not sleepy (this is related to the chronic fatigue) I now experience sleepiness and am able to sleep again – some days 15 or 16 hours. It feels good.

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