There is quite a bit going on in the collective unconscious. When you are as wide open as you are it is almost certain that much will want to process through your consciousness that is not yours specifically as an individual soul. In a way you may be experiencing the opposite of the non-dual state which is the state of the great mother where she holds it all and it is all hers What you are experiencing I sense is what is now arising from the collective unconscioius. Many are now realizing the game is up on Planet Earth. Reality as we have known it is over…. ie global economic collapse in process, global environmental collapse unfolding, solar and galactic shifts that are precipitating terrestrial shifts, the end of the age….. At the very end of Kali Yuga shiva, kali dance. The collective knows that subconsciously. What is sanity? To be integrated in the collective dream? Will anyone be working much longer? What forms of relationships that we’ve agreed on will survive. The totality of the collective mythos of human planetary culture is about to dissolve completely…caterpiller to butterfly transformation. It’s all going bye bye. There is no more regular life. The way through this is to realize it’s all a dream… Rest in your divine core, merge with the divine presence and identify with it alone. The butterfly is being born out of the energy~consciousness codings and templates that are emergencing from the I AM/Source Presence in the core of your soul…
Don’t worry so much about getting to the bottom of the patterns as you have been. Instead ask to be taken into your own God essence, the individualized aspect of God/One/All That Is. Merge completely and through absorption the Christ Self will be born. Let me know your response to this and if you do ask to be taken deeper, let me know what you are experiencing… Love, b
This is from an email I received from Barry, in response to some questions I had.
Don’t worry so much about getting to the bottom of the patterns as you have been. Instead ask to be taken into your own God essence, the individualized aspect of God/One/All That Is.
That fits my experience as well. I have asked and will continue to ask for this. (And may do some inquiries as well.)
Otherwise, what he says about the collective may be true in a certain sense. I really don’t know what shifts we are in etc. This is also a reminder that the individual and collective view is valid and useful in a certain sense. And along with that, I also see that it’s all happening within and as my world of images, it’s all happening as awareness, it’s all a mirror for what’s here. And there is really no difference between collective and individual in this sense.
Update: I see that Barry wrote about this in their latest newsletter. What’s true for me now is that I really don’t know. I am open for it happening as he outlines, and also that it doesn’t. And it really doesn’t matter. In either case, I can identify and inquire into beliefs, notice that this experience is already allowed, pray for guidance and deep resolution, and so on. That doesn’t really change.