Among the deep, primal beliefs sitting at an emotional level (belly center), is this one:
It’s worse for me. My suffering is worse (than for others).
It’s easier for others.
It’s related to some other ones I have looked at lately:
I can’t have what I want (that feels deeply right, aligned with my heart).
God doesn’t want me to have what I want.
It’ll get worse if I try to change it.
How is it to feel it, this belief?
Is it true? Is it absolutely true?
How is it to meet it, hold it in love, in the knowing it’s not true?
How is it to stay with it, return to it, over time?