Recently, I have had more satsang with the good boy in me, the part that wants to do it right, who wants to please (myself, others, my parents, God).
I notice it’s quite close to me, it’s a subpersonality (a view, a set of beliefs) I am familiar with and have often identified with.
Holding satsang with it helps me see it more for what it is: A subpersonality, view, set of beliefs. It helps me see its innocence, its love and pure devotion for me. Its goal of protecting me (protecting an image of me from images of danger).
You are welcome here.
Thank you for protecting me. Thank you for your devotion to me, your love for me.
How would you like me to be with you?
What is your deepest longing, what would satisfy you forever?
What are you really?