What do I think I want? What are the wants I find in myself?
What I want, is….
More education. A nurturing and rewarding job. Abundance in terms of money. A beautiful house. A wonderful and deeply nurturing relationship. Passion. Enlightenment. Following my guidance. Following my heart. A life in integrity. Nurturing friendships. Mutual support. (And I have some of this, and really all of it when I look.)
What I really want, is….
Love for what is. Love for my images and thoughts. Recognizing what’s here as love. Meeting it as love. Inviting to recognize itself as love. Inviting it to recognize what it really is.
I notice some disappointment in me when I see this. It seems less glamorous. Less amazing. So I can meet this part of me too. I can begin with this part of me.
To the disappointed part, the one disappointed that what I really want seems less glamorous:
You are welcome here. Thank you for protecting me. Thank you for your devotion to me. Thank you for your love for me. I love you.
What do you really want? What would satisfy you forever?
What are you really?
– think I want….. better education, money, good job, amazing relationship, family, enlightenment, passion
– really want….. love for what is, love for my images/thoughts
– notice some disappointment, and can meet that part with love to