Never know what’s left

 

I have found that I never know what’s left in terms of healing and awakening.

There always seems to be deeper layers asking for healing at a human level. Sometimes, it’s familiar and asking for a deeper healing, sometimes it’s more new and surprising.

And there is always an invitation for further clarification and deepening of the awakening. Sometimes, it’s familiar. Sometimes, it’s surprising and something I couldn’t have predicted.

Both are ongoing. And that’s how I would want it since it keeps things fresh and surprising.

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Partial drafts…..

There always seems to be deeper layers asking for healing at a human level. Sometimes, a deeper healing of something familiar is asked for. Sometimes, something more unfamiliar is asking for healing.

There always seems to be deeper layers asking for healing at a human level. What’s surfacing is, in a very real sense, the universal pain and suffering of humanity.

There always seems to be deeper layers asking for healing at a human level. In a sense, all of the pain and suffering of humanity surfaces here to find healing.

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Initial draft…….

I have found that I never know what’s left in terms of healing and awakening.

Things may hum along nicely, and then a deep trauma is triggered. I work on the trauma and it subsides, and even then I don’t know if something healed or if it just went dormant until the next trigger. Most likely, what happened is a combination of the two. In any case, there seems to always be deeper layers surfacing asking for healing.

The same goes for awakening. There is always an invitation to further clarification and deepening. Sometimes, it’s a deepening of something familiar. Other times, it’s surprising and something I couldn’t have predicted or known about. (Even if I knew or had heard about it intellectually, the experience of it is often quite different.)

Both are ongoing. And that’s how I would want it too since it keeps things fresh and surprising.

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