Awakening can be described in several ways.
The most common ones may be…..
Awakening out of identifications, and typically a set of underlying identifications that we gradually become aware of. (Human self, observer, doer, I, oneness, awakeness, etc.)
And awakening to what we are. Which we may, very inadequately, label consciousness, awakeness, love, intelligence, emptiness, mystery.
Awakening is also, in a sense, awakening from avoidance.
It allows us to more easily be with what’s here. And that’s for several reasons.
We recognize all as what we are. All as Spirit, the divine, consciousness, awakeness, or whatever label we put on it. So it doesn’t make sense to avoid something, because it’s what we are.
We recognize all not only as Spirit or the divine, but also love and intelligence.
And a couple that may require some exploration:
We recognize the wisdom and love behind all our experiences from an evolutionary and human persepctive, including the most uncomfortable experiences. They come from and are kindness and care for this human self. For instance, fear has helped our ancestors and us to survive, and there is wisdom in it. The same with pain, anger, sadness, and any human experience.
We know from experience, most likely, that avoidance = suffering and being present with = healing and resolution.
We may see that we cannot really avoid our experience. It’s already here. Trying to avoid it is the mind trying to run from itself. It’s doesn’t really work.
And one that seems built into awakening:
Our ability to avoid may be seriously weakened. An awakening or opening often involves “taking the lid off” anything we have avoided in the past so it comes to the surface. And it typically involves an inability to effectively avoid our current experience, whatever it may be.
The “dream of the ego” may be that awakening will allow us to avoid even better. And reality is that it’s an awakening from avoidance, from perceiving avoidance as neccesary or even doable.
The “dream of the ego” is a catchy phrase, but it’s also a bit misleading. It’s more what’s created when there is identification with thoughts. We perceive ourselves as this human self. We wish to avoid certain experiences since they are uncomfortable and seem scary. So we get in the habit of avoiding them. It seems to work to some extent, but it doesn’t really work and especially not in the long run.
At some point, it makes more sense to intentionally be present with what’s here, with some skill so it keeps moving and we keep moving into more clarity and deeper.
- awakening from avoidance vs to avoidance
- awakening is awakening from avoidance, easier to be present w what’s here
- dream of the “ego” – awakening to avoidance, to avoid anything uncomfortable
- reality – a mix
- yes, more difficult to repress/avoid, and easier to be present w what’s here
- but not inevitable, still conditioned avoidance running to some extent