This Christmas, a Norwegian author (Ari Behn) committed suicide. A close friend of him said he was tormented by feeling that his work was not good enough. I don’t know if that was the reason for his suicide, or how large part it played, but it was a reminder for me.
All our ideas are a human invention. All our shoulds. All our ideas about how our life should be. All our ideas of not living up to an ideal. All our “standards” that we live up to or not.
Why do we take it so seriously when it’s all a human invention?
These ideas and shoulds are not inherent in life. They are not prescribed by life or God or anything at all apart from the human mind. All our thoughts – all our words, ideas, world views, ideals, values and so on – were once created by an ordinary human being like you and me.
They are a human invention. Why take it so seriously? Why torment yourself with these human inventions?
Why take what thoughts say so seriously? They are just questions about the world. They are innocent. None of them reflect any absolute or final truth.
Of course, we are trained to believe our thoughts. For some reason, our society and culture encourages us to believe certain thoughts. I see how it’s a useful way to control people. But it also creates a lot of (unnecessary) suffering.
Why not instead teach people how to question their thoughts? Why not teach this as a Life 101 theme in school?
The most useful approach I have found to do this is inquiry. For instance, The Work of Byron Kate and the Living Inquiries.
Note: The family of Ari Behn were were open about it being suicide. The idea that it’s shameful or something to hide is another human invention, and a very old-fashioned one at that. It seems far better to be open about it. It reduces speculation. And it can generate very helpful conversations about suicide and how to support people who are going through difficult times.
Note 2: When I say that our thoughts are a human invention, it’s not entirely accurate. Yes, the content of our thoughts and what’s held as true and not was invented by someone, and reinvented each time someone decided to take it on for themselves. And yet, this is all the processes of life. Life came up with thoughts, and life came up with what thoughts to take as true and not. Ultimately, it’s all the play of life or the universe or the divine.
- All our thoughts: A human invention
- suicide (AB), bc didn’t feel he was good enough? what he did was good enough? (according to close friend) – probably more
- a reminder that all our ideas are a human invention
- all our words, ideas
- ideas about good and bad
- all our shoulds
Note: He had been married to the princess so he received a lot more attention than he would otherwise. Perhaps that was part of the overwhelm he may have felt.