From a session with Barry:
The image and feel of a cannonball surfaces. It’s resistance, personal will. It’s what’s resisting what’s happening, resisting life. I see how I fight it, and it doesn’t work.
It’s in the forehead, head, throat. Then it falls, it sinks down into the belly.
I stay with the image and feel of the cannonball in the belly. The cannonball sprouts, green soft sprouts emerge out of it. The cannonball softens, becomes soil, nutrients for these sprouts.
I stay with the cannonball, the soil, the sprouts. A tree emerges from the cannonball and the sprouts.
Then my whole body sprouts. My whole body becomes soil, nutrients for these sprouts. All of me becomes soil, nutrients.
A while passes. Then the whole Earth sprouts. The whole earth becomes soil and nutrients for the sprouts and trees.
The cannonball, my body, the whole Earth are soil, nutrients for the sprouts.
I am gone. All of me is gone. All of me is soil. All of me is nutrients for the sprouts. It’s all one field of soil, nutrients and sprouts.