I went to a deeksha tonight, and it is definitely changing for me. The first time – for a week after – there was a very strong pressure on/in the head and a strong tension of the head/neck muscles (although the rest of the body and the mind were deeply relaxed). This continued at the following distance deekshas. Then after some weeks there was a sense of it shifting down into the body, possibly reorganizing and reconfiguring there. Tonight, there was the now familiar sense of clear light and a quite easy shift into samadhi (resting as pure awareness with no separation to what is happening).