As it was for years during the first awakening, there are now more of a heart centeredness. An unbelieveable tenderness, fullness, joy, sorrow, compassion, sincerity – all in one… And hopefully this time, more grounded – in the sense of unremarkable and ordinary (not so much combined with hypersensitivity – absorbing whatever was going on for others around me as a sponge). I know that this heartcenterdness, this incredible fullness, richness, joy, sorrow, sense of oneness with all there is, seeing God in all and everyone, knowing God so intimately, this is what gives a sense of passion and direction in my life, as it did. I find myself again spending so much time, before falling asleep and upon awakening, holding over the heart area, being the fullness and joyful vulnerability there.