I go to an applied kineseologist in New York City. He gives me a discount and charges me only $31 instead of the regular rate of $168 an hour.
He tests my chakras, and finds that the heart is relatively active, the 6th chakra (brow point) is very active and strong, and the crown chakra is at zero, neutral.
These days, I notice a lot of energy going on in my body from the neck down – including very active source/diksha energy and work there. From the neck up, there is just space, neutrality, emptiness.
I notice an impulse to reject this sense of space and neutrality (as if that was possible!), as it seems to have to do with a slight daze… just being, resting, doing very little or nothing. There is a should there somewhere – I should be more active, engaged, productive, focused, goal oriented and so on.
I also notice an enjoyment in it, seeing the emptiness in the head area and the activity in the rest of the body as part of a beautiful process, as a preparation for something… including becoming more familiar with the neutrality and detachment of Ground, of awakening to selflessness, and allowing more of what is not quite compatible with that to fall away.
And I notice that both of those impulses are just from stories, from attaching to thoughts about it. Without these stories, there is just clarity… peace with whatever is happening.