Bhagavan is giving a diksha to a small group of people, and I am one of them. He gives me diksha first by holding my head, then through a form of nectar I drink. He has a cool and detached attitude towards me, and is telling me that the cynicism I indulged in yesterday is not conducive for awakening.
After I wake up, I go back into the dream (active imagination) to communicate with him. He behaves as if I am not there. It is a clear message to take a look at how I indulge in cynicism, and how it comes out of delusion – mistaken identity.