The protection, devotion and love of fatigue, spaciness, desperation, identification

Notes from a session facilitated by Kiara:

There is a sense of (a) desperation, contraction, fear, and also (b) fatigue, spaciness. The two seem connected somehow (two ends of a polarity). The spaciness may come in to balance out the contraction. When awareness meets spaciness, when spaciness is revealed as presence, there is a sense of grounding.

Thank you, spaciness.

Thank you, fatigue/tiredness.

Thank you, desperation. Thank you, contraction. Thank you, fear.

Thank you for your protection of me, thank you for your devotion, thank you for your love, thank you for your strength.

How would you like me to be with you?

What do you long for? What would satisfy you forever? (To the desperation/contraction/fear, to the fatigue/spaciness.)

What do you protect?

Who are you really? What’s your relationship to presence?

Also, fatigue has a poor reputation in our culture. It’s often undervalued. It’s pure devotion, pure love. It’s presence. And we can include despair, contraction, fear, spaciness, numbness, identification and much more here.

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fatigue has a poor reputation