A friend of mine was visiting and had me pull a tarot card. It was Knight of Swords.
Here is what the description from that particular deck says:
A born leader, the king governs all the creatures in the foliage around him. The birds represent communication and watchfulness.
Meanings: A moral leader, analytical, ethical, knowledgeable, a strong communicator.
Someone else suggested that it may mean I am charging ahead without presence. Without first being silent and listen, and then move forward. And that fits too right now. (I got scared from being laid off work, and am considering lots of options without first being silent and listen.)