Matt Licata: There was an idea that as you healed, you would feel less

There was an idea that as you healed, you would feel less. That as you awakened, the emotional spectrum would narrow, into to some safe, consistent, happy, resolved calm. But you are seeing that love continues to ask you to feel more.

An old hope that as your heart opened, your vulnerability would diminish, the shakiness would fall away, the tenderness would yield… but you are more raw now than ever before.

As the veil parts around you and your vision purifies, you wondered if you would be more detached, not care quite so much, and rest as the “witness” beyond it all, in some safe place of observation. But everything and everyone matter now more than ever. Love is everywhere, longing to take form through you as its vessel.

Something new is being born inside you, but something else is dying. The invitation is to stay present to the uncertainty, the chaos, and the groundless reorganization. To open into it and to mine the jewels buried in the darkness.

There is an aliveness in the death that is immensely creative, but cannot be known by ordinary means. While it may be terrifying and disorienting to the mind longing for resolution, the body knows… the heart knows. Trust in the fires of disintegration.

While there has been a longing for this level of openness – and for the exhilaration that can accompany it – you may also be aware of a certain fragrance of sadness within and all around you. This is not the conventional sadness of the mind, where something is perceived to be missing, but is the sadness of pure love, pouring out of your exposed heart.

You are willing to give your heart to others and to this world, for you are seeing that this is why you have come here.

This sadness is your true home. Rest there.

– Matt Licata

2 thoughts to “Matt Licata: There was an idea that as you healed, you would feel less”

  1. Would be very grateful to connect with other folk and share how these very intense and transformational times …. are expressing or manifesting changes within each one of us. And how we are maintaining stability ….

  2. Hi Jan – there are several social media groups on those and similar topics, depending on your particular angle and interest. You are also welcome to join the Mystery of Existence group on Facebook. It’s been quiet for a while, but if you join and share your experiences and curiosities, I am sure you’ll spark a conversation 🙂

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