There is a lot of drama queen spirituality.
Overly dramatic ideas about spirituality and what it is about.
Some of it has some validity.
And yet, and at least when it comes to awakening, the essence of it is inherently undramatic.
In what way is it undramatic?
It’s what we already are noticing itself. Nothing is created. Nothing is added.
It’s what we already are most familiar with. We have never experienced anything other than our nature.
We “just” need to notice. Our nature needs to notice itself as everything it experiences and all it has ever known. What’s required is for the oneness we are to notice itself.
THE APPARENT DRAMA
And there is also some apparent drama in an awakening process.
When oneness takes itself as a separate self within itself, it tends to create drama around a range of things including awakening. It has ideas about awakening. It may yearn for awakening. It may struggle to find awakening. It may discard and reject awakening. And so on.
And it may also struggle with the process itself as it unfolds. It may tell itself it “got it” and then “lost it”. It may tell itself something has gone wrong. It may go through phases that don’t look the way it thinks it should look. It may recognize most experiences as itself and “forget” that other experiences – typically the ones the personality doesn’t like – also are itself and struggle with it. And so on.
All this is a kind of drama. Its drama the oneness we are creates for itself within itself.
The irony is that all of this drama is made up of our nature. What we seek is what makes itself into all of this drama and any other experience we have. All of it is inherently what we are.
Oneness takes itself to be a separate self within itself. Seeks some idea of awakening. Creates drama for itself. And what it really seeks is what makes itself into all this drama. It seeks the nature of this drama.
- Drama queen spirituality
- imagine dramatic exotic things
- Is much more simple, ordinary
- All we have ever known
- Just need to notice