Several years ago, when I first got into Vortex Healing, I worked on my kidneys since they were heavily impacted by decades of CFS/ME. (Possibly from a chronic low-level EB infection impacting the kidneys.) I did what was implied in the first VH classes which is to channel into the organ or contraction.
As I sat with that intention, I noticed the kidneys felt like shells energetically, and it was as if the energy bounced off them.
I needed to find another way, and brought attention to the divine inside of the kidneys and the sense of a shell. I noticed the divine inside the kidneys and making up the kidneys and the shell. I noticed it all as awake space taking these forms. Staying with that allowed it all to shift, which is what healing is really about – inviting shifts.
As so often, this is going back to what I first discovered in my teens. In this case, it’s how I did healing in my teens – noticing all as the divine, all as coming from and being emptiness taking all forms, and inviting in shifts from and as that.
This experience was a reminder and encouragement to bring this into my healing.