I have a record of dreams here that goes over 25 years, and is mixed in with about 10,000 other articles.
Since it’s too much for me to go through it all manually, I asked AI (ChatGPT) to select significant dreams and organize them in categories. Out of curiosity, I also asked for three AI-generated articles on progression over time, an analysis of main themes, and also parallels with waking life events and circumstances. Take that with a big grain of salt!
Why do I include dreams here? It’s because they mirror inner and life processes, and I work with them in a few different ways, mainly as a mirror for my human self and a reminder of my nature, and occasionally as a pointer for action.
Everything below is AI-generated, and hopefully somewhat useful and/or interesting.
A Thematic Selection of Significant Dreams
Awakening, No-Self, and the Divine
- Dream: Any action shifts my world, sometimes dramatically, and it’s all the divine and my nature – Every action reorganizes the world, and all of it is the divine / one’s nature. (2026)
- Dream: At Amma’s ashram – Inner belonging at Amma’s ashram and being part of its living organization. (2026)
- Dream: Invited to a private meeting with a guru – A Tibetan/Advaita-coded guru invites P. to a private meeting while others are painted as green and gold deities; a dream of invitation, readiness, visibility, and all parts discovering their nature. (2026)
- Dream: Unlimited embodiment – Awakening as endlessly lived, embodied, and clarified. (2023)
- Dream: A Tibetan teacher asks me to lead a meditation – Permission, maturity, and being asked to take responsibility in practice. (2022)
- Dream: Going with the Tibetan to find a treasure that will change all – Tibetan guide, hidden treasure, and transformative spiritual discovery. (2019)
- Dream: Out of Norwegian dreams – Identity, language, and dream-life playfully loosened. (2012)
- Dream: A split felt-sense – Seeing how God’s will is recognized “out there” but not yet fully “in here.” (2007)
- Dream: Gathering of yogis – A gathering of seasoned yogis where P. is introduced as “yogi rajma,” suggesting unexpected belonging in the terrain of the divine human, fertile darkness, and mature practice. (2007)
- Dream: Radical Impartiality & Milarepa – Ground’s impartiality and Milarepa piercing solidity into transparency. (2006)
- Dream: The feminine face of God – A powerful divine-feminine image of God. (2006)
- Dream: A brittle shell and what’s left is existence – The small self as a fragile shell, with only Existence remaining. (2005)
- Dream: The Master – Spiritual authority, transmission, and the teacher archetype. (2005)
- Dream: Bhagavan – Guidance around the awakening process and its timing. (2005)
Embodiment, Healing, and Transformation
- Recurrent childhood dream: Falling into a witch’s cauldron – Early fear, feminine transformation, initiation, and the unconscious. (2026 / childhood dream)
- Dream: I know for certain I will die within a few weeks or months – Death-awareness, peace, priorities, and possible identity death. (2026)
- Dream: Deep dives with James Cameron – Entering emotional and unconscious depths with guidance, warmth, and trust. (2026)
- Dream: Writing an article on “the body speaks” – Embodied knowing, confidence, and expression. (2026)
- Dream: A community using therapeutic movement – Movement, community, health, expression, and embodied exploration. (2025)
- Dream: A cocoon is crackling with energy, about to crack open, and it has me inside – Strong death/rebirth and transformation symbolism. (2025)
- Dream: Two women healers help me with the side effects of the awakening and transformation process – Wise women healers help with difficult transformation symptoms. (2025)
- Dream: Cynicism – Cynicism seen as not conducive to awakening, and as coming from mistaken identity. (2006)
- Dream: Old growth forest, overview, and embodiment – The body, Earth, incarnation, perspective, and rootedness. (2005)
- Dream: Receiving Breema – No separation, fluidity, touch, and melting of crystallized personality. (2005)
- Dream: Myself as I can be – healed, awake, embodied – A future version of P. as healed, awake, embodied, and ordinary. (2005)
- Dream: Intention + Body/Mind Together = Change – Intention, body, mind, and change aligned. (2004)
Community, Belonging, and Spiritual Home
- Dreams: Community – Repeated dreams of rich, nourishing community, mirroring longing and current isolation. (2025)
- Dream: At Amritapuri, Amma’s ashram – Feeling deeply at home at Amma’s ashram; a practical nudge to go. (2025)
- Dream: A Zen center is now at the place where I grew up – Childhood home transformed into spiritual community and new belonging. (2025)
- Dream: A Zen center in Barichara – Zen practice, wilderness, feminine qualities, community, and belonging. (2025)
- Dream: Meeting kindred spirits and relatives in the Rocky Mountains – Kinship, transformed family, belonging, and the cat returning in changed form. (2025)
- Dream: A large international food-forest conference – Multicultural regenerative community around food forests and practical solutions. (2025)
- Dream: A new dance – Individuality and group life moving as one; “God as WE.” (2007)
- Dream: New Pope & Lesbian Priest – Earthy, inclusive, transformed religious community. (2005)
- Dream: Feeling deeply at home in a restaurant in Oslo – A place of intellectual, artistic, spiritual, musical, and communal belonging. (2005)
- Dream: An intentional community in a beautiful house, and thugs intruding – Beautiful community meeting shadow, aggression, and self-righteousness. (2005)
- Dream: An intentional community and I am half woman – Conscious community and inner masculine/feminine wholeness. (2005)
- Dreams: Leading a group of people in building projects – Coordinating diverse people in creative, practical, hands-on community. (2004)
Nature, Land, Food Forest, and Ecological Identity
- Dream: Flourishing seedlings – Hidden root growth, better soil, blessing, and the need for supportive conditions. (2026)
- Dream: A seed I planted led to something I didn’t imagine – Small regenerative seeds grow into effects far beyond what was planned. (2025)
- Dream: A large international food-forest conference – Food forests, regeneration, cultural diversity, and practical hope. (2025)
- Dream: Magical seeds – Maya nut seeds as intelligent, magical, life-giving allies. (2025)
- Dream: I am the nursery, growing – P. is the nursery itself: water, sun, wind, plants, animals, and cycles. (2024)
- Dream: I am black – The land at Finca Milagros transforms the body; identity shaped by place and belonging. (2023)
- Dream: Old growth forest, overview, and embodiment – Earth-body-awakening integration. (2005)
Houses, Estates, Inner Space, and Ancestral Ground
- Dream: Returning to my estate – A neglected but sound estate and conservatory full of old furniture; inner wealth ready to be cleared and used. (2026)
- Dream: Moving into my grandmother’s house – Entering ancestral space and revitalizing the maternal lineage. (2026)
- Dream: At my uncle’s cabin – Inherited family atmosphere, old patterns, and something asking to be seen. (2022)
- Dream: New house and old identity – A beautiful new house and abundant support contrast with old fear and contraction. (2006)
- Dream: House Moved Harmlessly by Nature – Nature relocates the house without damage; identity moved gracefully. (2006)
- Dream: Moving into a beautiful house from the 1800s – Cultural lineage, depth, beauty, art, music, and natural science. (2004)
- Dream: Moving into a large house – Discovering larger inner space, capacity, and public/private dimensions. (2003)
- Dream – Intentional Life – Questioning life direction rather than just continuing old momentum. (2003)
Feminine, Masculine, Sexuality, and Inner Wholeness
- Dreams: Nightmare & festival – Art, tradition, water, and masculine/feminine wholeness. (2026)
- Dream: Two women healers help me with the side effects of the awakening and transformation process – Feminine healing, witch archetype, wisdom, and transformation support. (2025)
- Dream: My dream partner – Relationship, resonance, complementarity, and shared frequency. (2024)
- Dream: The fullness of infinite characteristics – All qualities become available beyond fixed identity. (2006)
- Dream: The feminine face of God – Divine feminine revelation. (2006)
- Dream: Mirror – A mature feminine figure mirrors P.’s relationship with himself. (2006)
- Dream: An intentional community and I am half woman – Gender wholeness and integration. (2005)
- Dreams: The real boss & my father giving me a heartfelt hug – Goddess-like authority and healing father connection. (2004)
Shadow, Danger, Betrayal, and Protection
- Recurrent childhood dream: Falling into a witch’s cauldron – Early fear, loss of support, and the frightening face of transformation. (2026 / childhood dream)
- Dream: Kidnapped – Triggered parts “kidnapping” P. into an unwise trajectory. (2025)
- Dream: I sense the distress of large numbers of people impacted by Trump’s policies – Collective suffering, empathy, cruelty, and political trauma. (2025)
- Dream: I am a refugee – Vulnerability, exile, pursuit, innocence, and support. (2024)
- Dream: I am a young black man at university – Racism, accusation, excellence, and not being seen clearly. (2024)
- Dream: Immensity waiting to come through – Seeing “pretending” and sensing the larger life wanting to live through P. (2006)
- Dream: A memorial where I find my own name – Ego death, identity shock, mortality, and love. (2006)
- Dream: An intentional community in a beautiful house, and thugs intruding – Shadow, aggression, and self-righteousness entering idealized community. (2005)
Creativity, Art, Culture, and Encoded Knowledge
- Dream: Writing an article on “the body speaks” – Writing from embodied knowing and confidence. (2026)
- Dream: The queen feels people don’t sufficiently respect the symbols of the monarchy – Political theater, inherited authority, and symbolic culture seen through. (2025)
- Dream: A seed I planted led to something I didn’t imagine – An old newsletter becomes a major future influence; creative seeds and unknown ripples. (2025)
- Dream: Find my own way to do it – Finding one’s own form rather than copying established paths. (2023)
- Dream: A woven shirt encodes ancient sacred texts – Sacred knowledge encoded in textile, body, craft, and culture. (2022)
- Dream: Art exhibit and shamanic training – Creativity as initiation, training, and transformation. (2020)
- Dream: Moving into a beautiful house from the 1800s – Beauty, art, music, natural science, and cultural depth. (2004)
Time, Lineage, Identity, and Life Path
- Dream: Returning to my estate – Reclaiming neglected inner resources and inherited wealth of being. (2026)
- Dream: Moving into my grandmother’s house – Maternal lineage, inheritance, and revitalization. (2026)
- Dream: “I am not from Norway” – Conventional nationality contrasted with deeper non-belonging / universal belonging. (2026)
- Dream: I am black – Identity transformed by place, embodiment, and belonging. (2023)
- Dream: Young inventor – The creative, unconventional young person trusting his own path. (2020)
- Dream: New ways of getting around – Childhood geography seen with new pathways and movement patterns. (2007)
- Dream: Going backwards and forwards in time – Moving through P.’s own and his parents’ timelines with compassion. (2005)
- Dream – Intentional Life – A reminder to live from intention rather than just adaptation. (2003)
A Shorter Core Representative Selection
A smaller selection of dreams that seems especially central and representative, organized recent first.
- Dream: Returning to my estate – Reclaiming neglected inner resources and inherited wealth of being. (2026)
- Dream: I know for certain I will die within a few weeks or months – Death-awareness, peace, priorities, and possible identity death. (2026)
- Dream: Deep dives with James Cameron – Entering emotional and unconscious depths with guidance, warmth, and trust. (2026)
- Dream: Flourishing seedlings – Hidden root growth, better soil, blessing, and the need for supportive conditions. (2026)
- Dream: At Amritapuri, Amma’s ashram – Feeling deeply at home at Amma’s ashram; a practical nudge to go. (2025)
- Dream: A Zen center is now at the place where I grew up – Childhood home transformed into spiritual community and new belonging. (2025)
- Dream: Magical seeds – Maya nut seeds as intelligent, magical, life-giving allies. (2025)
- Dream: Two women healers help me with the side effects of the awakening and transformation process – Feminine healing, wisdom, and support for transformation. (2025)
- Dream: I am the nursery, growing – P. is the nursery itself: water, sun, wind, plants, animals, and cycles. (2024)
- Dream: I am black – The land at Finca Milagros transforms the body; identity shaped by place and belonging. (2023)
- Dream: Unlimited embodiment – Awakening as endlessly lived, embodied, and clarified. (2023)
- Dream: A woven shirt encodes ancient sacred texts – Sacred knowledge encoded in textile, body, craft, and culture. (2022)
- Dream: Going with the Tibetan to find a treasure that will change all – Tibetan guide, hidden treasure, and transformative spiritual discovery. (2019)
- Dream: A new dance – Individuality and group life moving as one; “God as WE.” (2007)
- Dream: Gathering of yogis – A gathering of seasoned yogis where P. is introduced as “yogi rajma”; unexpected belonging in mature practice. (2007)
- Dream: Radical Impartiality & Milarepa – Ground’s impartiality and Milarepa piercing solidity into transparency. (2006)
- Dream: The feminine face of God – A powerful divine-feminine image of God. (2006)
- Dream: Bhagavan – Guidance around the awakening process and its timing. (2005)
- Dream: Old growth forest, overview, and embodiment – Earth, body, awareness, incarnation, and perspective. (2005)
- Dream: Myself as I can be – healed, awake, embodied – A future version of P. as healed, awake, embodied, and ordinary. (2005)

